My Amy

Yeahhhh I'll probably buy 15 copies for no reason
one to laminate on the wall, one for the car, one for my first born... etc.

Baby FAVA

Soooooo Lauryn Hill had her 6th child. YES 6th but its not Rohan's.




...BUT in instigating news....
He been laid up with sum white model chick

My Dear Amy

I have never cried for so long. Ahh I honestly don't know what to do other than play her songs and drank Tanqueray. All her songs have seriously gotten me through EVERYTHING. Im speechless, shocked, comatose, EVERYTHING. She was my best friend in my head and will always be. I've never been in so much denial. 2 albums seriously wtf am I suppose to live off for the rest of my life. Such a great musician that had so much more potential.

Rolling

Big Hair x Natural

FUCKIN AWESOME
Marsha

Tracee

Yaya

Corinne

This is me... Then

I've been working on this blog entry for days now. Probably the most personal EVER. Now looking back on the previous entries about "changing" I must say I kinda had an idea but now its definitely clear. Many times we get lost between who we feel we SHOULD be and what we truly are. We try SO hard to mold into this person we have a perfect image. I realized when I wasn't so focused on "changing" and relaxed that's when I truly evolved. There are some things in life you simply can't change and that's that. Some character traits I can now admit; paranoid, anxious, unhappy, bitch, mood swings, depressed, selfish, weak, pessimistic, dramatic (well I still am hehe) but now more emphasis on funny dramatic. Not saying that I didn't have any "good" qualities but the fact that now I feel totally relaxed about any and everything is truly a blessing. A blessing because I worry alot not only about myself but about other people and it's so much weight when your carry five other people on your back. The saying you can't be happy for anybody else unless your happy is absolutely true. You stop looking at your friends as competition in a race and realize yall are in different lanes to different destinations. Not saying there's never gonna be a sad or down day. You start doing things because you truly love it not because your looking for something in return. Content with what has happened in the past. Not looking too forward in the future enjoying the day that your in. Happy with yourself for you. Adjusted from being lonely to alone. I am my own best friend.

King B

THIS

Just Because

Charlotte

HA HA HA

Jessie J

Dammit the blue eyed Britain soul invasion continues