Starting Over

Well If this wasn't the BC then idk what is. Yes, I cried the whole process. But seriously after it was over I couldn't stop looking in the mirror. So different from my comfort zone. Hate to say but long hair might be over rated. So short hair + natural = me freaking out, but I will try to maintain and keep up. *crosses fingers*

Over It

.....Frederick that is. Seriously when I entered college 3 years ago. I can truly say I haven't looked back since. I'm very blessed and fortunate to have made it out of there. If I wasn't away at school I honestly don't know what my life state would be right now. So when people say "oh you've changed" hmmm, damn right I did. I've learned so much about myself since being away at school. A learning experience I wish many of my friends had the opportunity to enjoy. Now my life is moving and Frederick is in the past. I have no doubt in my mind that anybody that has moved on from there wouldn't say the same thing. And no I haven't forgot the fact that yeah I was born and raised there. Being in a new atmosphere has showed me there's more to life then settling for a minimum wage job or having babies to keep a relationship. Which is all I see when I think of my fellow peers "back home." So forgive me if my outlook on life has changed. PS. I'm educated from the #4 HBCU in the country. What did u expect? *guilty laugh*

Beeeday

I had thee most bashful birthday. Surprise party, dinner and drinks, sleepover, night at the bar. Sad thing is I have no pics. The ones from the surprise party are "too hot for TV" or internet in this case. Never been to a male strip club but if it was anything like the party, its def an experience. I truly enjoyed my 21st. now I just can't spend all my money at the bar on friday nights lmao. But no seriously.

....And the Grammy Goes To

So I watched the Grammy's and the only thing worth talking about is Cee-Lo and Gwyneth Paltrow's performance. Can I just say this was the most AMAZING thing. She was so nervous and cute. His outfit (which is homage to Elton John), the puppets, the colors..... yea I'll vouch for all of it.

I Am Not My Hair

Well after being more overly obsessed with my hair then I thought. I decided to take a huge step and ATTEMPT to go natural. Now for anyone that has done my hair knows how thick it is so truly this will be the ultimate challenge. But I'm not bold enough for the BC so I'm just gonna try it by cutting ends gracefully. I'm excited and nervous about the outcome. If my hair was to turn out like Tracee Ellis Ross I would probably build my own church and be its own pastor because that would be a miracle come true. But its gonna be a whole different lifestyle and maybe I'll actually learn to do my own hair. Also I'm not a patient person and I know this won't happen over night *sigh* .....And it begins.